Standing On The Fringes Of Life

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 17:01:23 GMT

you never know what you have, until it's gone.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 05:42:26 GMT

there's no point in going on, if i cant go on with you.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 01:48:08 GMT

i dont want to imagine you kissing her lips
touching her hair
or even touching her skin.

i dont want to imagine you being happy with her
replacing me with her or even letting her sit by your side.

you are my everything
absolute everything...
and you always will be
even if we're not together anymore
i could never replace you...

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 04:32:17 GMT

i forgot how to have fun.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 05:54:54 GMT

and no matter what i say-
i will always love him.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 00:50:24 GMT

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:28:05 GMT

you hurt my feelings tonight.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 19:20:41 GMT

Jessica and Daxter gave me an early Christmas present!
We were about to play Soul Caliber and I told Daxter to go get it from the car
when he came back he said he couldnt find it and I went to my car to help look.
I open the car door and WOOOO all i see is a new GPS on my dash

i love my best friends :D

wtf.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:11:27 GMT

The other day at work, a little girl was in the toy section we have and I guess for some retarded reason
decided it was okay to play the harmonica, that was factory sealed and in a box. When I walked over to her I told her that she
needed to bring the harmonica to her mother because she had just played it, and the whole "germ" thing. The little girl apologized and said she would. Obviously I'm not retarded and I watched her put the harmonica back, so I walked back by and went to her mother and the story went like this:

ME: Ma'am, your daughter played one of our harmonicas and I realize it's a small toy but because she played it will need to be purchased.

MOTHER: Oh my goodness, I can't believe she did that [ walks over to daughter]

MOTHER: Well, my daughter said she didn't play it, that she just blew through it without putting her lips on it.

ME: Well, her germs are still on the harmonica and I'm not able to sell it

DAUGHTER: But I didn't play it

ME: I saw you, and my cashier heard you...

MOTHER: My daughter would never do that. But since it's the ETHICAL thing to do, I'll pay for it

ME: That's all I'm asking

Apparently, when I walked away she went to my manager and said I was rude and I made her daughter cry for calling her a liar and that I was scary or something. Later on in the night after the lady had made a big deal about it they called the STORE and asked for me. It pretty much went as follows:

MOTHER: Maria, you made my daughter cry because you were very rude and scary to her

DAUGHTER: You made me cry. You're mean and scary

OTHER DAUGHTER: You made my sister cry...

After that I hung up. How spitful can people be!

Today when I called work for my schedule my manager said the lady had called corporate and that now I HAVE to write a letter of apology to the little girl. WHAT THE FUCK...I'm not writing anything, that's a bunch of bullshit and they're only making me do that because they want their money. My manager agrees that what I did wasn't wrong but since the district manager said I had to, she has to make me.

Fuck retail and the fucking idiots that I have to deal with.
It's not fucking fair that I get shit on just because my company is money hungry.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 20:32:13 GMT

party party!

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 20:55:06 GMT

Before The Castle in Ybor:

Jessica is taller than me, so i kept missing her head- she bent down for me <3

boob-bahs!

And earlier we had gone to the beach...which it's kind of obvious, yes?

jollyrancher kisses

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 19:39:19 GMT

one

two

three

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 03:14:32 GMT

new castle + tuna sandwiches = gross

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 19:41:14 GMT

yesterday at work, a customer came through my line
after i told her that i could take her next so she didn't have to wait.
she wanted to buy a set of 9 candles with her coupon but i told her they were on sale.

she then replied with " you always give me an attitude every time i'm here"
i was kinda of like "bwah?" but i replied with 'im sorry, but your item is already on sale for 5.99".

she asked what the original price was, and i told her i didn't know off the top of my head,
and she got angrier than before and was like " are you the manager!?" and to which i replied
" im a supervisor, yes."

lady: " why cant i buy it with my coupon"
me: "because the item is already on sale, ma'am."
lady: " but its original value is 6.99"
me: " no ma'am, I believe it 9.99"
lady: " you're the rudest person ever!"

she then paid for her things and walked out, even her children were as confused as i was.
i don't understand, when im actually being polite they say im a bitch.

another lady got mad at me for not having an item in my store,
she told me i needed to get it right now.
i asked her how'd she like me to get it, because we don't carry it.

lady 2: " i don't care but i want it now"
me: " sorry, we don't carry the item" [begins to walk away]
lady 2 : [as shes paying for her other shit] this is ridiculous, im never coming here again
me: [ as walking away under breath] i guess i need to pull it out of my ass

seriously, 2 hours later, the second lady came back in and bought more shit.
i really wish they'd keep their word and never come back.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 04:00:42 GMT

Denis and I had yummy foodz and beer at Chilli's.
He's a wonderful, wonderful dood.

I adore him a good deal <3

'dis ma friend.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:00:50 GMT

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Sun, 08 Jun 2008 04:57:50 GMT

mon petite chou-chou.

city and colour- against the grain

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 04:36:07 GMT

You need not to climb mountaintops,
You need not to cross the sea,
You need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak.
You need not to reach for the stars when life becomes so dark,
And when the wind does blow against the grain,
You must follow your heart,

When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean's tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the stars
You must follow your heart,

If you feel you've paid the price,
And your wounds should cease to heal
And everything you love in life spins like a winding wheel.
If you should wake to find you're abandoned,
And the road you've traveled leads to a dead-end
When death creeps in to play it's part,
You must follow your heart,

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Fri, 30 May 2008 06:15:33 GMT

i want my efforts to be noticed.

Sergio!

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Sun, 25 May 2008 16:27:04 GMT

Jordan is taking Sergio!
Horray for kitty finding a good home <3

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Sun, 25 May 2008 05:17:31 GMT

i have a free kitty for anyone.
i found him under my car during the rain...

he's not too fond of dogs
but he gets along with anything else.

i have kitty litter
and some food as well.

please take him <3

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Wed, 21 May 2008 03:48:14 GMT

it continues to rain.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Mon, 19 May 2008 07:40:07 GMT

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Mon, 19 May 2008 00:22:17 GMT

i'm done trying to be your friend.
i always try to set something up
and you always bail on me.

if you don't want to hang out with me
just tell me, don't let me get my hopes up
and then say you're too busy.

yeah.

lttrstoelise@gmail.com — Fri, 16 May 2008 04:09:18 GMT